Saturday, February 11, 2006
hey you lil' one.. actually you're not so little anymore.. but anyway.. i really hope you'll pull yourself together and be strong yah? he's not worth having, really. you worth so much more alriight? love* just think about the states and all.. hey, that place rocks la?! (:
anyway abt me, i argued with cheryl again. oh well.. these stuffs are tirring la.. i dont know what to do now.. i just.. sighs. oh, i saw alyssa today.. the one from PL? yah. know which one?? she's your age.. anyway.. i was talking to her for awhile la.. then kinda thought of michelle la.. i mean, kinda miss michelle and all.. can't help but to sometimes compare between mz and cheryl.. sighs. i'll talk to you soon laaa.. lot and lots of love!
<3korrrrrr
thats what friends are for;
7:51 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
hey kor.
i dont know wht happened. it's just. sigh i dont know. he just didnt talk to me since sunday night cuz in the afternoon, he said ''i just dont think ure really meant for me''. HE WAS FINE IN THE MORNING.argh. den starting from sunday night he didnt talk to me. till ytd. so i called him at night to find out wht's going on. he said ''honestly, for the last few days we havent been talking or sms-ing right..i didnt feel like anything was missing..'' WTF! then i just broke down lah. yea. den after a while he's like '' i know it's irresponsible to do this but.....................can we break up?'' i was like. go to hell. ARGH den i just cried even more.. and more.. and more. den i didnt answer him. so he just said ''you take care ok? '' i just had nothing to say and so i kept quiet. den he said it another time. ''you take care ok?... hello?...ya i cant talk for long.'' and i'm like ''mmm.'' den he's like ''ya, byebye.'' so yea. tht was wht happened. he said when he said he loved me, he really meant it but the feeling dissappeared sometimes and he wondered why. den he started feeling wierd and yea. this happened.. i dunno lah. everything's going wrong. EVERYTHING. fck it. sigh. dunno lahhh. i really dunno... I DUNNO!!! urgh. below are the lyrics to the song ''have you ever''. go read and i think the lyrics really says everything.
Have you ever - brandy
[chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, oh
To make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Oh
Have you ever found the one
You dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait
For the day when they will care
[chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody
(So much)
So much
(Makes you cry)
Makes you wanna break down and cry
(Somethin' so bad)
So, so bad
(Sleep at night)
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't
(Come out right)
Oh, have you ever
Have you ever, ever, ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cause baby, I can't sleep
[chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you (have you, have you ever needed) ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever, ever, ever
Oh, have you ever
thats what friends are for;
1:24 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
HEY KOR.
is everything fine with cheryl already? (:
i miss you! hahaha. aaaaaaaaaaanyways. i'm too lazy to blog but i finally did. hahaha. you take care alrite? SCHOOL SUCKS! ((: hahah i've got like 5 periods of f&n tmr! FIVEEEE. all at one shot. DOOOODEE. -.-'' hehee. hope to hear from you soon! (:
hugggs-
loveya!
meimeii*
thats what friends are for;
3:34 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
hey mei, a BLOG is meant to be BLOGGEd!!!
anyway here i am.. i miss you =/
michelle's back, you know that huh..
anyway i really hope one day we'll go out before school re-opens okae?
everything so far is okae for me.. how about you? give me a call sometime yah..
LOVEEEEEEeeeee..
thats what friends are for;
7:30 AM
Monday, October 24, 2005
firstly, i think the way she talks to you is like.. she looks down on you la? and she sounds bitchy. it's not worths getting angry or hurt over this person. Secondly, u can get a better guy then amos la. guys your age are sometimes damn childish la.. or lastly, jus turn P and bungs make better "guys". heh. okae forget the last point haha... don't worry la. u'll be fine, i'll date you soon meii -hugs <3 !!
thats what friends are for;
8:34 PM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
FCUKING READ THIS EH. UGHHH.
i just clumped everything she said together.
It was so romantic! He gave me a papaya to ease my constipation and helped me onto my whellchair and pushed me down the stairs. says:
why din you reply?am i terrorizing you?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
u signed off.
It was so romantic! He gave me a papaya to ease my constipation and helped me onto my whellchair and pushed me down the stairs. says:
before that. it was quite a while. yeah anyway, i'm not pissed or wadever .dont take this the wrong way
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
umm ok.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
haha...so are you over it?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
yea i tot we'd nv talk about this again
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:talk abt what? this is new. u never said tt and this is not the one where you spread te rumour this is the one where Amos hears weird stuff
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
umm wht rumour
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
the one where you told your "frineds" I stole Amos from you when we only started talking 2 weeks after you broke up with him
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
umm ok.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
huh? i dont get you?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
yeah i just tot we like kinda friends alr or like. tryna be.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says: yeah we are but i need to clear that with you abt why you told nicole stuff like that?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
i didnt?!
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
okies...i shall assume nicole came up with tha herself? then did you sow some seeds of dislike towards me in her?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
??
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
wads tt mean?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
why are you asking me this? ok then let me ask you.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
because she seems to be against me and you seem to hve tried to turn people against me before
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
maybe you did smth to make her get a bad impression of you urself.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says: i hardly even know her. i know you didnt like me. she's not so shallow as to pass judgement when she hardly knew me
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
umm you know she's close to amos rite
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
sort of. they're not exactly close
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
umm they are.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
he told me she is the one who usually approaches him and if he said something to her during the breakup dry spelll period, she's still 16 and old enough to know that it is not wise to pass judgement upon hearing only one side of the story and if she's using your name to say things abt me, that in itself is bad
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
ok now it's my turn to ask. i was considered good friends with you before i left rite .remember when you first came i was so freakin close to you.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
yeah ok tell me
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
you know that when he broke up with me i was very sad rite. did you even think about me when u were saying yes to him and even think that i might still like him? i mean, since we were friends and kinda good friends.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
ok firstly, we were kinda broken by then ,after all the stuff you said and all the times uou told on me. secondly, he told me he never even liked you and you wre sort of a replacement so its no point and thirdly,i considered him too and if you loved him,you'd let him do wad he wanted to. that was the second time he asked me. to be honest, i din like him at irst but i felt sorry for im. i thought he was a nice guy, so i gave him a chance and i dont think I told you we were together. not for the sake of hiding it but to cut you some slack. cleared that?any questions? feel free to ask. dont think I din think before I said yes .I did think he was immature emmotionally because of what he did to you. and I still think so and you maysay its bad for me to go inot a relationship with someone I dont even like and even pity but I knew I'd grow to love him cuz I know myself and I know that I can fall in love with anyone I spend time with cuz I believe you can learn to love and are you there?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
yah
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
ok so?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
nth
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
anything to say after i've just rambled out all my thoughts ?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
yeah whtever since ure so hell FLUENT with ur english i've got no comments. either that or i just dont wanna tell you.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
what has english got to do with this? and can we just settle everythng now?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
i've got nth to say. does tht make you happy. you've won. alrite?
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
I'm sorry that's not what I want to hear. i'm not trying to trap you. tha's really what was going on in my head sorry i didnt tell you .i wanted to hear comments and something that might help and explain some stuff .i'm not going to criticize you cuz i have my bad points too ok.i'm really sorry. please dont take it the wrong way. please tell me what's wrong. i'm desperate to settle this. ok i'm sorry if i've hurt you if i've been tactless or anything but I think that being honest is important in a conversation like this
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
nth.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
then why arent you saying anything?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
cuz i have nth to say.you happy?tht doesnt mean i totally admit to everything you said i did
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
its not that stop assuming that I have hidden agendas. i would like to know what you are thinking and know that thingsa are ok .i know you dont admit to everything, i dont think you're soley responsible for everything as well
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
yeah u wanna hear things are ok? they're ok.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
ok can i at least know what you are thinkg then? so you dont leave me hanging in the air?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
YOU WON. YOUVE SAID EVERYTHING, YOUR THOUGHTS, every hell of a thing. ok?! after all youve said you expect me to respond?!
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
I told you thats not the point. so what if i've said eerything. there's no need to get frustrated
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
SORRY, i CANT. y'know why!? cuz youve FLATTENED ME. OK?! i have nth to say. ok so do you have anything more you wanna dump at me?if not, i'm out.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
I'm not dumping things at you. you asked for an explaination
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
ok fine do you have anything else you wanna TELLL me.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
and if i've made you feel bad , i'm sorry. i could say nice things.
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
and i dont need to hear them. cuz to you, i have no good points. so just say everything you wanna say now
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
stop assuming what I think .ok let me tell you. you are very committed. that's sweet. I feel bad for you and i side you on that one
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
yah i dont need you to FEEL BAD for me
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
what's wrong with that?
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
ok y'know wht just forget it
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
ok
ME` ______andidontknowwhttodo,guessi'llneverbewithyou* says:
i'm out.
Never promise forever unless you're 24 and proposing, intending to marry, cause you'll just look foolish and hurt her. says:
let me repharse. ok you're out. sorry, if that helps
ARGHH!!!! i read wanna cry liao.
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6:11 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
hey mei, don't be upset over your results la. most important, just hope you get promoted okae? In sec 3 my results we some what the same as yours lorr.. but i did worst for english and all.. don't worry okae? so how's things with you.. hols coming soon right? enjoy yourself before sec4 laaaa...... (: u'll be fine. HUGS-
kor <3 mei
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11:03 PM
